I really do.
God...
Yeah

His LoveI imagine his hands, Wandering over where I imagined mine, I imagine his lips, Kissing in places where I imagined mine, I feel unclean just to think That Id touch that whore, That Id touch where many Will be, and were before,His Love
I dream of her lips, Fulfilling my fantasies, As she does for him, I dream of her body, Joined blissfully with mine,


AloneNight sky starlight bleeds through hazy sky glow, The half-moon peering in and out from the clouds, As I swing to and fro on a creaky old swing-set, Cool mist blankets my sweatshirt with dew drops,Alone
A slight shiver crawling up and down my spine, Sucking sickly acrid smoke through trembling lips, Breathless with sodden eyes looking to the skies, This bittersweet substitute for a need Ive deprived,
Daydreams crumble like glowing ash to the pavement, Realizing a dreadfully deafening silence and then the Soft chirping of crickets, rustling of trees in the wind, T
Fume

A Teenager's FadA Teenager's Fad
Sweet smelling rain turns to white flakes of cold Falling so slowly, someone young might turn old. The dirt turns to ice, frozen mud on the ground, You cant hear a thing, for snow absorbs sound. Deadly quiet, not a person in sight, Bright as the day are the white blanket nights.
So cold I fear my breath, my very words Will turn to hard ice and plummet downwards To land on the pavement with loud, piercing sounds And shatter to pieces on hard frozen ground. And theyll just walk by, while my words lay there, dead I should have just left them to swim in my
| I am twenty-two years old. I am a poet, a musician, and at times an artist. I don't believe that I have much talent, but these are the things that I love, and bring me happiness. I'd rather fail doing what I love than succeed at something that makes me miserable. I'm overly-emotional and sensitive to negative situations and feelings. I'm a hopeless romantic. I want friendship, joy, and love in my life, I have no room and no patience for hate, cruelty, and violence. I've overcome a lot of obstacles in my life, I've overcome a lot of fears, and I've made right a lot of wrongs. But I have a long way to go until I'm anywhere near being the person that I want to be. In the meantime, who I am now is who I am, I accept that and I expect others to as well, if you can't, kindly go away. I have very, very, very few friends in my life. Some of them are online and I don't get to see them in person. The ones that are in my life, physically, are so important to me. I am always trying to build new friendships, but it's difficult, because I find it impossible to trust anyone. But when I do trust you, I am the most loyal, loving, caring friend I can be. My family is just as important to me. No matter how much distance comes between us, emotional or physical, they mean the world to me and I am lucky to have them. I'm in love with someone that I can't be with, but she is, whether she realizes it or not, one of my best friends, and I adore her. I'd give anything for her, do anything for her, be anything for her. She's my world. I tried letting go, but I can't, I need her in my life, and I'm lucky to have her. No relationship is perfect. No life is perfect. But she's perfect for me. As long as I love her I cannot give myself to anyone, so I am staying out of relationships for a while. Some day, perhaps, I'll find someone, but that day isn't in sight. And I think I'm okay with that right now. At the end of the day, the thing that I love the most, what I know will always be here for me, will never judge me, never hate me, never use me, never abuse me ...is music. I live for music. It is my life, it is my passion, it is what eases my pain and frees me. I need it. I love to sing, to play guitar, to write music. Again, I don't believe I have much talent, and I certainly don't know as much as I wish I did, but what I do know are my feelings. Music always comes first in my life. It has priority. I intend to make a living playing music, writing music, recording it, just working with it in all aspects. I have a way to go before I reach that point, but I don't care. I get one life, and I'm not going to waste it being something I don't want to be, otherwise, I have no point in living. Alice in Chains is a band that means a lot to me. They've pulled me through the most difficult times in my life, and have literally saved my life on numerous occasions. Layne Staley is one of my biggest inspirations and influences, and the reason I fell in love with singing. I don't just love a song by the band, or two songs, or an album. I love the band, the people in it, the people who were in it. I've seen them live twice, and they were the greatest shows of my life. Besides them, I listen to a wide variety of music. I love blues, metal, alternative, even some jazz, some electronic, a little bit of everything. From Muddy Waters, to Radiohead, to Led Zeppelin, to Nirvana, to Katatonia, to Brand New, Jimi Hendrix, and Jeff Buckley, I listen to anything that touches me and interests me. I just love music. And there's a small sampling and example of who I am, of the kind of person that I am. I'm mostly writing this because it's seven in the morning and I have nothing better to do at this very moment. But I figured, what the hell, I don't update my page enough and I don't really express myself the way I should. So, there you go. |
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"You see, at this point, I'm pretty much the Queen Bitch of the Universe. And not all of your little soldiers or space ships will stand in my way again. "
My vagina doesnt play the video games so I fail to see how its relevant.- bs angel
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